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Between masturbatory fantasies and napping in the nude, Dodd
spent much of that evening preparing a photo album, which he labeled,
"P-1." It was to fit neatly into his scheme of
things, and would eventually become as intimate a souvenir as his
diary. He wrote instructions on one of the pages that the
following key to the picture sections would apply when it was
finished:
"P-photos by other photographers, old and new, some
'art.'"
"C-photos of children I see nude, or get them to pose for
me, but I have no sex contact with."
"V-photos of children in a more than once (sexual
molestation) relationship, whom I trust to keep quiet. Some of
these photos may have me in them also."
"M-photos of children who I forced, or they cooperated,
either way ending in M(urder)."
Interestingly, but without benefit of an explanation, several of
the "art" photos that Dodd placed into his album were of
religious art works that depicted, for example, Mary, Joseph, and
the Christ child; the birth of Christ; Virgin and Child; and so
forth. He placed behind these religious photos a number of
other "art" photographs of nude children.
Surprisingly, these photos were not pornographic, at least not to
anyone with normal sexual orientation. But the photos that he
had cut out from a number of commercially published photography
books were very pornographic to Dodd and others like him. To a
pedophile, even advertisements that depict children modeling
underwear would be pornographic.
With the "P" section of photographs now arranged to his
liking, Dodd made an entry into his diary in which he wrote that he
hoped to begin using video equipment and a Polaroid camera to
photograph his child victims of "certain cases" within
four months, or whenever he obtained enough money to purchase the
necessary equipment. Satisfied that his photo book was now
ready for the remaining "C," "V," and
"M," sections, he placed it along with his diary inside a
briefcase, which he slid underneath his bed for safekeeping.
He masturbated again and dozed off, but was awakened an hour later
by his need for further sexual release. He did not get much
sleep that night.
The next morning, Sunday, September 3, after hastily drinking a
cup of coffee to revive him from the virtually sleepless night he'd
endured, Dodd returned to David Douglas Park where he intended to
spend up to five hours to obtain what he so desperately wanted.
While he sat and watched, lying in wait like the predator that he
was, he again considered whether he would rape and murder his
victims at the site or kidnap them and take them to his apartment
where he could commit his vile acts and take as much time as he
wanted with far less fear of discovery.
"If I can get it home," he had written in his diary
prior to leaving, referring to his as yet unfound victim as an
object rather than as a person as most serial killers do, "I'll
have more time for various types of rape, rather than just one
quickie before (the) murder."
He finally decided that he would have to make his choices
dependent upon the circumstances at hand on any given day. If
a boy was cooperative, he concluded, he might very well take him
back to the apartment where he could enjoy him at his leisure.
On the other hand, if it became clear that the intended victim was
not going to cooperate, he would just have to rape and kill him on
the spot as quickly as possible and then get out of there, fast.
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