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Harry Brown made a respectable living,
but his wages were meager. Frugality was a requirement for a family
that consisted of Ruth, an elder brother, and Josephine. Ruth
yearned for nice – but unattainable -- things throughout her
childhood. No, her parents said, they could not afford that
blonde doll. But Ruth was fascinated by the beauty of the doll
and went to the store every day just to look through the window at it.
Until it disappeared because someone else bought it.
No, her parents said, she could not have
a Shetland pony nor could they afford a wristwatch nor a white bedroom
set nor that party dress she so admired. They could not take
her to the theater.
However, money was spent on Ruth for her
numerous medical problems. She had epilepsy and often fainted.
She had intestinal surgery at age six. She had an appendectomy a few
years later. The surgery was botched and Ruth Brown was left
with various internal ailments in its wake.
The Brown family regularly attended the
Methodist Episcopal Church. Ruth prayed each night before bed but
later said her faith was not strong. “I didn’t believe in my
inner heart [God] existed,” she said, when recalling her childhood,
“but I went through the motions in case I was wrong.”
School afforded Ruth no solace.
She did not have an academic mind and was easily bored by reading,
writing, and arithmetic.
She never had any strong career
aspirations. Her wish was marriage. She believed that she
was suited to be a good wife. She was a neat, clean housekeeper,
quick with a needle and thread, and a fine cook. A good husband,
she believed, would carry her over the threshold into a life of joy,
love, and prosperity. Ruth’s marriage would not be the dull,
banal union of her parents. For one thing, she was a real
American, born in a time of optimism. She would find a man
who would provide her and their children with the finer things in
life.
However, she was realistic enough to
realize that she would have to get a job while she was single. A
training course at the New York Telephone Company accepted her.
Ruth was assigned to the night shift where she worked for two years
until she married Albert. She happily quit New York Telephone.
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