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After many weeks of this I could absorb no more. It was Hugh’s
turn. In the coming months, Bundy would edge closer to an outright
confession than he did with me, but not before the two of them fell
to snarling at each other.
My role had been to go easy on Ted, befriend him, let Bundy
dictate the pace, maintain control. Hugh played hardball, and Bundy
was not at all happy with Aynesworth’s intolerance for elliptical
thinking.
“What gratification would there be in having intercourse with a
dead girl?” While a perfectly reasonable question, when Hugh posed
it to Ted, who performed all sorts of sexual acts with dead girls,
Bundy was manifestly displeased. Hugh, for his part, was constantly
rankled by Ted’s weary sighs meant to convey his lofty impatience
with this plain vanilla gumshoe. He dogged Ted with questions
derived from my interviews with Bundy, and Ted bridled. “I’m not
going into that,” he would say. “This is already too thinly
disguised. I’ve gone further now than I wanted to.”
But that was to come. On that steamy June day in 1980 we walked
with our briefcases toward the main gate and under the gaze of a
guard holding a rifle high above us in the watchtower. We passed
through an external sally port, in which one gate must close before
the second one opens. After the inner gate creaked
open and rumbled shut, a concrete walkway led to the double doors of
the prison entrance itself, and behind the doors to a small waiting
area. There we were greeted by a man at a glass-enclosed
control panel.
His name was John Boutwell, and he was a twelve-year veteran of
prison employment. Mr. Boutwell was responsible for checking our
briefcases and identification. Generally, this took about ten
minutes -- time enough to adjust to the prison’s incessant clangor
and time enough to glance over the sports pages of the Gainesville
Sun, which only rarely was not folded neatly on a shelf inside
the booth.
John Boutwell was thorough. Routine had not dulled the sharp
interest he took in our belongings, even to the point of politely
asking to see the innards of our tape recorders. He always asked to
see my private investigator’s license, despite a first-name
familiarity. Never did he fail to compare me with my license photo
and physical description printed on the front of the card.
Next, we approached a third barred gate, and prepared to pass
through Boutwell’s metal detector. Change, pens, belts, keys,
shoes, and even my glasses had to be removed. The aged machine could
still be set fine enough to register the coin in a penny loafer.
Accompanied now by a guard, we walked through another clanging
gate and proceeded down a long, yellowish-tan corridor with a
linoleum floor waxed and buffed to a constant high gloss by the
inmates. The walls were bare, and were it not for the constant sonic
assault of banging metal gates echoing in every direction, this part
of the prison could have been mistaken for some functional and
well-maintained wing of a municipal building.
Up a few steps and through another gate controlled by yet another
prison employee in another glass-enclosed booth and we arrived at
the center of the prison -- a four-way intersection called Grand
Central. To the right we could see through floor-to-ceiling
bars at the cellblocks opening onto either side of a long spacious
hallway. At the very end stood Old Sparky behind a locked
door. Straight ahead was the prison laundry. And behind us
were the five locked gates made of a specialty steel so hard and
costly to manufacture that many states couldn’t afford to use it
in new prison construction.
A crowd of inmates, mostly blacks on their way to work in the
prison laundry, walked past us in silence. None appeared older than
twenty-one. A white prisoner who had killed a cop was led in
manacles by a guard who seemed half asleep. We turned left toward
The Colonel’s office, a suite of rooms (also protected by steel
gates) from which The Colonel oversaw prison security. Two of
these rooms, each fitted with glass windows so that their occupants
could easily be observed, were set-aside as conference areas for
inmates and their attorneys and/or investigators. It was necessary
to reserve these rooms days in advance.
Outside The Colonel’s office stood a bright yellow wire cage.
Seated within it were seven inmates. Six were young blacks
wearing blue prison-issue dungarees, which signified they were from
general population and would not necessarily be spending the rest of
their lives in this place. The white inmate wore blue dungarees,
too, but also an apricot T-shirt over a gray sweatshirt. He
was accustomed to the Florida heat. On his sockless feet were
green plastic thongs.
“Hey, home boy!” Ted called to me as usual. “Where’ve you
been?” He was affecting a heavy southern black accent. Ted had
been waiting in the cage for more than two hours.
Generally I could tell within a few minutes whether it was going
to be a productive day with Bundy. Any of a number of things might
be going on with him. He could be depressed, stoned, angry,
distracted or simply dull. This morning Ted was listless and
grouchy; it was not likely to be a good day.
“Have you seen Carole?” he asked.
This was a recurring sore point among us. Ted’s wife lived on
the edge of poverty in Gainesville, from where she and her teen-aged
son Jamey drove to the prison each weekend to visit husband and
stepfather. Bundy nagged at us constantly to stay in touch
with Carole, and to keep her informed of our progress. While Boone
could be good company -- she had a very quick wit -- Bundy was
creating a difficult situation: Carole, who was sustained by her
faith in Ted’s innocence, didn’t know the content of our
discussion. She did know that Hugh and I believed Ted was guilty,
which could make our meetings uncomfortable. Carole thought us to be
contemptible fools, no better in her view than the police and
prosecutors who had put her beloved Bunny on Death Row.
As it happened, that day I had a two-day-old note to Ted from
Carole, which I handed over. He glanced at it, smiled briefly, and
inquired as to my health. Consigned to his last address with
three death penalties over his head, Bundy nevertheless concerned
himself with what he regarded as my poor diet and drinking habits.
We once wagered which of us would expire first. Ted owes me
$50.
I allowed that I was fine, all things considered, and the three
of us settled into a desultory chat that ranged from Ronald
Reagan’s presidential campaign to Ted’s concerns over the moral
climate in which his stepson Jamey was being raised. In this
way we chewed up our two allotted hours, and then rose to leave. Ted
was now Hugh’s responsibility; I had a head full of impressions to
sort out, and scores of tapes to transcribe before I could start
sketching out this difficult saga.
I did take one last look at Ted’s hands as we departed.
They were thin, almost delicate, with slender tapering fingers and
well-kept nails. Ted had recently broken himself of the habit of
biting them. I wondered again at the frightening strength it had
taken to bind ligatures so tightly that the rope and victim’s skin
fused together. Where in Ted was the power behind those enormously
damaging whacks of his oak club?
He had introduced the entity to us, tried to explain it, and then
would finally collapse (or better, be transformed) under the
pressure of confronting himself. But he would never be able to take
Hugh and me that final step to comprehension of murder so grotesque
as to defy imagination. We could never know the hunchback,
and both of us like to think the limitation was ours. I heard
all about it again and again and again as I transcribed those prison
tapes. In time, we could retell it. We could give it context.
But we could not get our minds around it. It was like the taste of
bouillabaisse.
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