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By now, there was more and more for Ted to keep hidden. From what
he later told us at the prison, it is certain that by this stage he
had a strong appetite for violent pornography. He has conceded to
police interrogators that he crept around the University District
late at night. Sometimes he stole things from houses. Sometimes he
peeped into women’s windows.
Also developing within him were cyclical depressions. “It
wasn’t dictated by the cycle of the moon, or anything else,” he
told me. “Not mood swings, just changes. It’s goddamn hard for
me to describe it. All I wanted to do was just lay around, just
consume huge volumes of time without doing a thing. Even in these
periods, however, I’m capable of being genuinely cheerful and
gregarious -- at least for a limited period of time. I became
expert at projecting something very different. That I was very busy.
I had a huge part of my life that nobody knew about. It didn’t
take much effort at all.”
Ted felt that, on the surface at least, Liz took the marriage
license scene and his lies in stride. When he told her that he was
still two years short of an undergraduate degree, she urged him to
return to school. Liz gave him a couple hundred dollars to cover
tuition and helped launch him into yet another major, psychology.
Ted could offer a number of reasons for choosing psychology, but
he conceded to me that the decision “was probably an outgrowth of
my confusion about myself.” He did feel good about the choice, and
beginning with the University of Washington summer term of 1970, he
tore into the subject with demonic intensity. Ted did not miss a
single question on one final exam. He wrote a paper on schizophrenia
that won high praise from his professor. Ted was driven.
“It was a marvelous feeling, he said, “to have purpose and to
do well at the same time.”
The periods of malaise abated for a time, but he couldn’t stop
his late-night patrols or his impulsive thievery. From May of 1970
until September of 1971, he drove a delivery truck for Ped-Line, a
family-owned medical supply company. Once he stole a photograph from
a doctor’s office and was caught. His boss let him off with a
stern lecture. The company didn’t know until later that he had
been stealing from them, too. Among the things he took was a
container of plaster casting material.
Ted’s next job was in a work-study program run by the Seattle
Crisis Clinic. One night a week, he took calls from the frantic, the
lonely, and the suicidal. At least once a month, there would be the
high drama of a call from someone who had already taken a lethal
dose or slit his or her wrists. Ted would keep the caller on the
line long enough for the number to be traced, then there would be
the tense minutes until he could hear the police breaking into the
caller’s home.
The people he felt most sensitive to were women. “I had the
best results with women who were lonely and had been abandoned by
their husbands or mates,” Ted said. “I felt they really hurt the
most. They were reaching out because they were alone, and
really needed someone.”
Ted finally accumulated enough credits by the spring of 1972 to
earn his degree in psychology. He had decided by then that he
wanted to become a lawyer. His grades were good enough, but
despite hundreds of hours of preparation, his Law School Aptitude
Test results -- a key to admission -- were but mediocre. He was
particularly embarrassed by his poor showing on the grammar part of
the exam. Every law school turned him down.
He left the Crisis Clinic job in May of 1972, and was hired under
a federal grant to work with psychiatric outpatients at Seattle’s
Harborview Hospital. He continued to keep his life with Liz
carefully sequestered, allowing him to have a brief affair with
Cynthia Holt (pseudonym), a fellow Harborview counselor.
According to Holt, Ted was often cold and almost abusive with his
cases that summer; he was more apt to lecture than to counsel.
Bundy was further suspect by the hospital staff of calling patients
at home at night, making anonymous threats and talking
inappropriately of sexual matters.
Cynthia shared with Liz and Marjorie and a number of other women
the unsettling memory that she was willingly, happily intimate with
a serial killer. She told Hugh that the forearm Ted once shoved up
against her throat as they were making love was no accident of
overexuberance; Bundy could have killed her at that instant.
But the most curious part of their affair -- and the aspect the
local police later were most interested in -- was the occasional
long drives Ted would take her on through the hills behind Lake
Sammamish, the area where many of his victims later were found.
“Ted,” Holt said, “was supposedly look for an aunt or some
old woman who was family. He said he was trying to find her place.
I’ll never forget it because it was my car and my gas and I was
not exactly pleased to do this. I kept driving and driving and I
kept saying to Ted, `What does the place look like? At least tell me
what the place looks like, so I can help!’ There was never any
description. We just drove around.”
Later, Ted’s cousin John told police that he and Ted often
hiked together in this same area. John reluctantly led Bob Keppel to
the trails they used in and around the vicinity of Taylor Mountain.
Ted felt a personal sense of futility at Harborview, he told us,
a feeling of inadequacy and helplessness with his patients that more
or less mirrored his personal life. He said he concluded that summer
that the social sciences weren’t capable of helping sick people.
Psychology had failed him. To his joy and relief, however, 1972 was
another election year; Bundy could take another vacation from
himself. He looked up some old friends from the Fletcher campaign,
and through them soon was busying himself as volunteer on the
re-election campaign for GOP governor Dan Evans.
Vistas reopened. The young women who worked with Ted were
captivated by his handsome features, fastidious dress, and correct
manners. He flirted with them. Ted was unfailingly polite to his
superiors, and impressed some of the wizened veterans on the
governor’s staff with his dedication and ready grasp of hardball
politics. Ralph Munro, one of Evans’s top operatives and later
Washington’s secretary of state, knew Ted slightly from the 1968
campaign. “He was very friendly, very open,” Munro recalled.
“There were other people in the 1972 campaign that I probably knew
better, but I remember him being there and being involved. I thought
he was bright, sharp. He had good ideas.”
This was the Ted Bundy who’d be remembered to reporters, the
absolutely normal young man with no hint of the flaw in his nature.
Liz, however, was beginning to see glimpses of the real Ted.
Glimpses of the hunchback.
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