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It was easily the strangest interview of my life: Ted
Bundy on death row explaining to me in the third person
how a sexualized murder occurs:
"The initial sexual encounter," said Bundy, "would
be more or less a voluntary one that did not wholly gratify the full
spectrum of desires that he had intended. And so, his sexual desire
builds back up and joins ... this other need to totally possess her.
As she lay there, somewhere between coma and sleep, he strangled her
to death."
The pivotal word here is possess. At the time, I hardly
understood what Bundy meant by it, and it remains a
little-appreciated particularity in the ritualistic killer's psyche.
It is nevertheless central to his crimes, and distinguishes him from
every other criminal, deviant or otherwise.
Possession in its aberrant sense is newly relevant this summer
with the sudden rise of disturbed murderers in every corner of the
country. From the killer kids in Colorado to a homicidal janitor at
Yosemite, around America with serial "Railway
Killer" Angel Maturino Resendez, down to Mark
Barton's day-trader hell in Atlanta and on to deranged bigot Buford
Furrow's rampage in Los Angeles two weeks ago, 1999 has been a
banner year for murderous moral imbeciles.
Right now we seem inexplicably under siege not by armies, or even
gangs, but by mostly middle-class white guys of varying ages who are
skidding wildly out of control, targeting multiple defenseless
victims, usually strangers, for murder.
But they are not interchangeable pieces of the same macabre
puzzle. There is a world of deviant difference between deeply
troubled shooters such as Eric
Harris and Dylan Klebold at Columbine High and sexually
motivated ritual predators like Resendez, who has been charged in
four states with nine serial murders and one rape (and is rumored to
have had post-mortem sex with at least one of his other female
victims), or Cary
Stayner, who is accused of brutally dispatching four
females at Yosemite, two by strangulation and two by slitting their
throats -- decapitating one, nearly decapitating the other.
The difference is possession. |